I really hate myself :,(

I really hate myself :,(

My heart turns cold
and everything turn dark again
Im taking shots of gin
While im gasping oxygen
Im searching 4 my past
But i cant seem to find it
My life is like a movie
but i cant rewind it
How can you can define it
How can you replace it
Cuz i never try
and i never will chase it

I think my heart died and naturally the body will 2

Reminds me of your sweet 16 but it lacks the magic …. this is a baby shower but it still reminds me of you

Reminds me of your sweet 16 but it lacks the magic …. this is a baby shower but it still reminds me of you

I cant no more i litterally have no more fight in me iv been beatin till the point that i want to die mabiee then the pain will go away and hurt less i feel so tormented but i have no1 to blame but myself im no coward though i wont off myself ill just smoke my pain away and pour liquor till i pass out im not blaming you but when i drink and smoke i do it in your memory cuz the thought of you leaving has damaged me and i cant fix it i truly love you and cant accept that you moved on veronica sophia rosado you are my true first love and im sorry

The smallest things remind me of you and it sucks on how bad i want you back

The smallest things remind me of you and it sucks on how bad i want you back

cherrygirllovexoxo12
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I hope he dont break your heart
I hope he is everything you ever wanted
I hope he remains perfect in your eyes
I hope he the 1 you marry n have kids with
I made tumblr to connect with you
But now that connection is broken
And the last thing
I can hope for is you remembering me
And hope that he is a better man then I am nobody is perfect and every1 has there own set of problems I just hope his bullshitt is the one you been searching for I wont bother you call nor txt you But I will say goodbye @cherrygirllovexoxo12 

fuckkedup:

i just need to cry and sleep for about two weeks

nothing feels the same

welda0:

I got my eyes on you, you’re everything that I see

I want your hot love and emotion endlessly

I can’t get over you, you left your mark on me

I want your hot love and emotion endlessly